Me is Kian

care?

2009-09-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

the more i care about something, the worse i make it becomes,

i remember when i was small, i have a nice pen, but i care for it so much, i rather let my sister had it in place of me so that i won't spoil it later.....well, i dun get to use the pen

it seems like whenever i care too much for something, i cant be myself, and when i'm not being myself, i make things worse.....

if u see me good at things, dun praise me, i just simply dun care .....
if u see me not good at things, plz forgive me to care ..........

how i wish i can care for nothing from now on......then i would good in anythings.....

should i be happy with things that i'm good at? i cant coz i dun care about those things, i dun appreciate
should i dun care about things that i'm not good at? i cant too, coz i care for those things.....i appreciate.....

i just get things that i dun wan, and i cant get the things that i wan...

Complicated

2009-09-16T14:53:00.000-07:00

some feelings are complicated....becoz u dunno how u feel....

it's simple to tell if u r happy or sad or disappointed or embarrassed or proud or feeling not confident or jealous or anger or hate or miserable or pathetic or bored or what so ever.....

but wat if u r happy and sad and disappointed and embarrassed and proud and feeling not confident and jealous and anger and hate and miserable and pathetic and bored and what so ever?

all 'campur' together u get a simple term = emo

a very Complicated kinda Emo......

sometimes, emo can be cured by telling ur frenz about the root of ur emo......if u can identify it.....
sometimes, even if u can identify it, u cant tell ur frenz, becoz some problem cant be solved by telling others....
sometimes, it can be worse if u tell that problem to others....
sometimes, even u can solve a problem by telling ur frenz...u cant also.....becoz sadly to say, in real, we dun have real fren.....
sometimes , even if u have real fren, u dun have real problem....coz it's all ur imagination
sometimes, even if u have real fren and real problem.....it's not their problem, they cant help u .......
sometimes, even if they can help u ......they help u to make it worse........
coz problems are 'human-specific' ..... different medicine for different people with different illness....

whining and complaining cant help to solve my problem......but i'm still doing it.....that's one of my problems......
the worst.....perhaps.....i dun have any problem.....it's all my imaginations.....which stemmed from my hard wroking brain which never stops thinking....thinking ....and thinking......intentionally or unintentionally......
how nice if i can programme my brain.......

if(thinking == too much)
{
sleep.execute();
}
else if (thinking >= too much)
{
do
{
bang.execute(head, wall); // function to bang the first parameter towards the second parameter
bang.impact++;
} while (thinking >= too much);
}

if u dun understand the codes above......u can come consult me......consultation fees are negotiable......

Female and male

2009-09-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

since the last time i update this blog, i still see dinosaur pass by my window......i better update a post in english now before english cease to exist .....

so, the story goes like this, after dinner at Kentut-ki Fat Chicken with my frenx......we mah drive back lo.....then fren A said fren B hutang him a lot of males (meals)....coz she promise to belanja makan but din belanja .....then i ask him lo.....why only males? no females? not funny hor....lame a bit..... but nvm.....then we dragged the topic to other stuffs.....and we discovered some surprizing facts .....

fact 1 ...... male undergraduate student is mahasiswa and female is mahasiswi right? so this is fact 1 which we derived fact 2 and fact 3.....

fact 2.......we , the guys can go to girls blocks anytime we want....coz those blocks are ours.......coz u cant find any sign board in UTP which states......Desasiswi.......all of those sign board states .....Desasiswa......so those are guys punya.....gals dun have blocks .....very sorry to tell ya....

fact 3........chiwawa is male......female? chiwawi lo........

until next time......bye

unblogable

2009-08-21T19:48:00.000-07:00

something i wish i can blog about.....but it is too sensitive.....and i dun wish to share with people......coz people would judge, comment, or even criticize......something is better to just keep to urself..........blog is really a good way to express oneself.......but not all blog posts should make it to 'Publish Post' option.......some is just nice to make it to 'Save Now' option........at least i write out somewhere ........

Quarantine Day 5,6,7,8

2009-08-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

Zoom Zooom Zooooom..................all these days are quite routine too.....eat sleep and movie.....online and worry about fyp (btw, worry only.....) and also went to medical daily check up......

fun thing is , i have to wait very long everyday to get my turn....during the check up.......then i made this......

if u happen to found this next week ...... take a picture, post in ur blog.....and u will be blessed for health and immunity against H1N1..........(this is how stupid surpertitious ritual begins.....well if u r bored and as Fei as me, just do it!)

when i get released today...........oh ya.....i'm out d.....on a mission, virus spreading spree......
well....i get back to my room.....i saw nothing.....i mean i was expecting to see something.....well.....no sign of chemical spray, no water, no powder......absolutely like how i left it ......so i asked my friend....

me: wei, how come nothing?
fren: got....do u notice a sticker on ur door, green one, with a tick on it....
me: huh? so high tech!!! virus nowadays afraid of green sticker with a tick?!!!
fren: that means ur room has been disinfected la.....

Quarantine Day 2,3,4

2009-08-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

gonna zoom a bit here coz these past few days is quite nothing special....i must say...

beside that the needle on my hand had been removed.....

....go to clinic everyday for daily checking.....
.....eat ......eat .....eat ....sleep.........surf net......surf net.....1 movie.....2 movies.....3 movies.........eat again.......sleep......nap....eat medicine.......surf net.......worry about fyp ............walk here......walk there......worry about fyp again..........music..........eat .......nap..........movies again.........

the fun part is....we need not to lock our room.....at first i dunno why.....later....i have found myself a more interesting reason....coz nobody would dare to steal from us!
why? coz we are freaking quarantined......who wanna get infected? cool....like a curse on the firaun tomb....
some more, on every door, there is paper stating who stays here and what is the condition....something like M, S and dunno what.....after some observation , my instinct tells me M is more severe and i got an M on my paper.....means i super sized my curse ....hehehehe

another interesting scene is that .....one night i passed by the common room which has tv in it......a group of around 5 people were gathered there watching tv.....as we all know....we are all quarantine here because of showing symptoms of H1N1....like fever ....ironically, the tv was showing them the advertisement of Panadol ActiveFast.....seeing the scene .....it's very ironic

yesterday back to my room to take something......the whole house was like post war condition......nobody....nothing.....i take some of my stuffs.....keep some of my stuffs .....coz i heard they gonna spray something to disinfect the area.....some says it's water based chemical...some said it's powder.....i dunno......but i know the disinfection action on v5 is on wednesday.....

Quarantine Day 1

2009-07-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time since my last update, so, i would like to take this chance to update more

the story goes like this, on tuesday, out of the blue, i wake up from an afternoon nap finding my head pain until wanna explode.....still fighting it and reassuring myself that i have not infected by H1N1....i live my tuesday like normal....
the next morning i wake up looking good, no headache but coughing my lung out......i decided to take my day off.......with no headache......i insist that i need not to pay clinic a visit.....at night, the fever which i thought had long sailed away from me suddenly make a U turn and come back to me and my cough got worse and i almost cough my lung + liver + intestine + whatever out.....
so the next day, which is today, under the social pressure of my housemate and roommate, i drag my body to the clinic ........
apa lagi? quarantine lo.....
waited from 9am until around 1 something in the afternoon, then only it's my turn.....u can figure out how many patients are there....
so.....doctor asked me questions , i answered honestly....take the temperature .....Kaboom !!! 40 degree?!!!
OMG.....then doctor gave me this....
2 packs of dunno what ....drip into me....
so then someone sent me to v6 for quarantine lo......i could not go back to pack my stuffs too....thanks to roommate.....i got all the stuffs here to keep me survive.....lol....of coz need to thank my lauban too for bringing me oat meal and crackers for tahan the mamak addict deep at night.....

so, the situation here is like this.....3 meals per day....so far i ate dinner d.....nasi goreng kampung + teh o + apple satu biji + tiger chocolate biscuit.....
free flow of mesra mineral water.....
free flow of assorted julie's biscuit....
tv in common room...
washing machine....still haven try, dunno can work or not...
last but not least.....24/7 pak guard security system......
even the bed here is thicker than v5.......view nicer......got trees , monkeys and wind....

life is so coincident if we notice the coincidence ..... my first sem in utp was in a block named duyung.....when old v5 renovated , duyung stays while many other blocks had been demolished ....now my final sem, i have come back to stay in this very block again......

many frens have called me, wish me speedy recovery.....thanks....some worried that i might get bored .....i mean.....halo?!.....before they quarantine me.....i am an otaku......after they quarantine me.....i am a quarantined otaku....what difference does it make? as long i have laptop and internet access.....my world is completed....

behold! in the coming 1 week , i would post a series of updates regarding the the life of Quarantino-the insider's view....stay tuned

Now i'm even on news !

2009-06-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

Again, I laughed until fall off the chair! Ahahahahaha~

What do you think?

2009-06-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

I laughed until fall off the chair! Ahahahahahahaha~

Tesco KO Pasar

2009-06-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

i wake up early today....and go to the morning market (pasar or pasar pagi) with my parents.....
me:"I think within 10 years, pasar will be extincted ..."
dad:"no la....won't la..."
me:"young people also dunno how to buy things in pasar one...they shop in Tesco only"
dad:"they are not married yet mah....after they married....they will come here and buy stuffs one"
me:"look around....no young people also....all old people"
dad:"......."
me: (monologue) "all i see is old people selling to old people.....young people dun buy from pasar anymore and so do the children of those vendors, they also dun sell in pasar anymore....Tesco......Screw U !!! "

Tesco is killing local pasar slowly....but i like its cheap price....what to do? .......but what will happen if it monopolizes the grocery market in Malaysia? it wont be cheap anymore i think......

daily

2009-06-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

today went yum cha again....beside that old buddy of mine , added in another girl primary school fren....wah....become pretty d wor......(plz....hope she dun get excited.....).....some more the most stunning thing is, she plays Left For Dead (kinda popular LAN game in CC nowadays) !!! she even knows how to create the game and help us to connect tim !!! So cool !!!

well...old fren meet.....dunno what to talk.....but as time goes by.....i throw in some cold jokes (as always.....what i do best) and i discovered something......i am kinda nerdy... (i must admit) kinda like chat well in IM but blank when wanna chat face to face (i think i got OMABT disease - Open Mouth And Bite Tongue disease) ......haih..........need to improve that.....

daily routine nowadays......walk here walk there aimlessly in shopping mall (until i know every single corner of many shopping malls.....), swimming (but very lazy to do so....).......

my fyp?

haih........i think i have accidentally packed it and throw it to the world's end !!!

Miserable

2009-06-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

miserable can be so enjoyable...
have been long time din update my blog...
recently it has been very hot until hell can be the second hottest place on earth...
it is this kind of midnight with cooler wind blowing makes me wanna update this blog ....

today kinda satisfied due to the sense of achievement i got from fixing an mp3....some file system error that makes that junk broken.....so i downloaded a new firmware for it....just like that...it is fixed .....
well, i realized that almost everything techy we can learn them from internet, it is not hard, u just need to know how to make fren with google and understand english....that's all....so simple !

thinking through these past few days, what i have done....what i have seen....what i have observed ... and what i have read from others' blog....i realized something huge......
it is very horrible when u wake up one day and find out that u r 40 something....and something hit ur head hard like a thunder......"What have I done in my past 40 years?"
it is very regrettable to come to conclusion that u have not lived a good life when u r old...
it is very pathetic to realize that the world is still rotating without u .....
it is so miserable to find out that u have been left out.....
it is so horrifying to find out that u doesn't matter at all.....
scary.......stunning .......!!!!

i observed this from the blog, facebook and gtalk.....bcoz everyday so many people post something in their blog, shout something in facebook.....put something in gtalk status.......so many acts, so many things.....why?
correct me if i'm wrong...."To get somet attention."
why?
bcoz it is horrifying to live without attention .... so scary.....

well....dun get me wrong.....i make this post is also out of getting attention......what to do ......

sometimes i wonder how does it feel to be 'nothing' .... i mean real 'nothing' .......not even thin air.....not even a rock or a tree....just 'nothing' .......how does it feel? very hard to imagine......coz whenever i think of being 'nothing' ..... it is always 'something' ........ coz thinking by nature is not out of 'nothing', it must be thinking out of 'something' ....... (if u dun understand this paragraph, just take it as some 'bullshitting', dun murder ur brain cells to leverage u to my level, ur brain cells are innocent)

miserable ..........pathetic........boring.........alone.........some keywords i need to delete from my life.......

btw, eason chan punye new album is not bad......recommend u this 2 songs 七百年后 & 于心有愧.....

Semester break

2009-05-30T16:43:00.000-07:00

well, now i am in a semester break for around 1 month something....the first long break after a whole year.....cant believe that since 2nd of june last year which i rushed to penang for internship, i have not break for more than 1 month until now.....

so? what to do during this break leh? it has been 2 days consecutively i woke up early in the morning, good sign though, my life is finally back on track.....

so? what to do?

go KL find frenz?
dig out ipoh old frenz to yum cha?
do fyp2?
travel with family?
sleep and laze around....

dunno...........what to do?
what to do?
what to do?

Update again

2009-05-21T01:11:00.000-07:00

very sien now, got paper tomorrow, and as always, no mood to study (since when u see me got mood to study one?) so mah blog again lo....

come across a korean drama....'Boys over flower', the korean version of F4 ...

i have watched taiwan version F4, japanese F4, now korean also got their own version....come on, gimme a break!!!

btw, plan to watch it after final though.....what to do....the heroin is cute mah....

gaining more and more fat....dinner eat kau kau, supper some more one quater pounder ......can fat until die liao.....

Update la...update la

2009-05-17T12:40:00.000-07:00

since the recent strong urge from everywhere and everyone......i have to update blog d.....which i dun find any mood to do so lately.....

what to update leh? the pangkor snorkeling last last week lo.....

i suggested something to do during study week,
then as teenagers should behave, the housemates and i agreed on the trip recklessly
and as teenagers should behave, we din plan anything at all, and dun even know clearly what to do there,
and as teenagers should behave, we admire the slogan "Just Do It"

so...mah do it lo....
the process of how to get to lumut port is nothing special lo, except i drove my roommate's car to there lo....what to do......i am so good at driving

once we were there mah eat lo....mah buy ticket lo.....mah take ferry lo, the ferry was nice... got an opened upper deck....then we mah fooled around on the deck lo....then mah reach pangkor lo, then mah ride motor to Nipah Bay lo....then mah jump in the sea and do some snorkeling lo......so simple ......after that mah jungle tracking to another side of the island to do some sun bathing lo.....then mah syok lo....so simple.....

whole team on board....with wind hitting the face at 100km/hour....8 cool bachelors .....Miami Vice....

snorkeling lo....8 cool bachelors again....what to do....blue sky, clear water....big wave...beach boys.....

i have done a lot of stuffs which i regret deeply later, as shown in the figure above, that is one of those stuffs.....another one is putting this in the blog......what to do, reckless as teenager should behave.....what to do....

do i really need to say more? sun bathing can be a dangerous outdoor activity....it might cause nose-bleeding....to the audience of course!

Specimen 1021: Cool Guy
Discovered Location: A small island offshore of Nipah Bay, Pangkor Island
Discovered Status: Washed up on the beach, exhausted yet looks cool and charming
Surrounding: White sand beach and clear blue sky
Specimen Properties: Pair of cool sunglasses, black T with wording 'Music Is Life', dark blue short
Remarks: Cool

update d la ..... urge me during my final papers again, i hantam u

Stand up and fight !

2009-04-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'm in a dark alley alone, with nothing but a stick in my hand.....

I look at them, they eyes , their teeth, they are breathing heavily......

They want me dead, I want to bash their heads in ......

they are merciless , so do i .....

they are a bunch of beasts with nothing in mind but to tear me into pieces ......

assignments, projects, presentations, tests, FYP this and that, that and this, all are a bunch of brutal, bloody thirsty, flesh hungry stray dogs .....

enough is enough, no more despair, no more panic, no more mercy......

they think they have cornered me , they think i'm locked in with them.....

No, they are wrong ......they are locked in with me.....ME

i'm gonna solve all my works which chased my ass for so long ......

I'm gonna bash their brain in, one dog at a time.......

Good Dog ........ i wont bite

Un-bag-able

2009-04-03T01:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was in library. the fact is, i have always been a good boy, i even have my own locker downstairs to store my things.

so, i mah walked down to the basement like usual lo. mana tau, i saw something very stunning !!!

a guard was playing 'Olympic' with something. u know la, most students put their bags on the staircase and the pathway. that guard was throwing all the bags one by one down into the basement !!! the height is like one and a half storey !!! so , if anyone happen to have laptop, hard disk or even calculator , plz tell me if they survived , coz i wanna buy that brands also .

the moral of the story is , if there is a rule asking u to put ur bags far away even half a mile away and let u carry your stuffs in like u have nothing called 'bag', please please please obey it , because if you dun, bear the consequence of (i dun wanna use the harsh word here la, maybe that guard was only doing his job, but his job is cruel lo) something throwing your beloved laptops, hard disk, calculators, any thing breakable ( btw 'Unbreakable' by Bruce Willis is really a nice movie and 'Unbreak My Heart' by Tony Braxton is also nice song ) down from one and a half storey high. after all, we are in D-Jungle.

okay, cut the craps, try to be constructive here. i think that they should have done this:

tell the students why they dun allow bags in library, be reasonable because this rule is really inconvenient and might make the library more towards being 'white elephant'
yes , i must admit , the students are wrong to put their bags on the pathway and staircase , it is a violation of safety and it posts hazard to staircase users but they cannot throw others' property from 2nd floor la. come on. the analogy is like someone park at the wrong place, what an authority can do is either fine that driver or tow the car away, no one has the right to smash his car one mah....reasonable or not? what if someone's laptop is spoiled ? who is gonna responsible? the worst is the data inside the laptop or hard disk .

hope that noone is offended. my apology for telling the truth, again .

Simplest Update On Earth !!!

2009-03-22T11:19:00.000-07:00

something good is happening which i cannot tell and should be a secret as long as it is happening

shopping feels good (proven!!! it's true !!!)

bankruptcy is around the corner if i dun manage it well

last but not least, 'Supernatural' Rocks !!!

Some truths

2009-03-19T17:27:00.000-07:00

What we do is purely what we do, it means nothing more or less.

Our action brings out our intention but people judge our action with their own perception.

So, our action that carries an intention is not necessarily perceived by others in the same way.

Since our action cannot bring out our true intention or change others' perceptions about us, so why do we give a damn about those perceptions?

What is Kian thinking now ?!

2009-03-17T00:35:00.000-07:00

Yes ! It's time for 'What is Kian thinking now?!' craps again ! Yee Hooo ~ !

Joke
This morning, when I was attending a class which requires us to be punctual. the lecturer would lock the door after u r 15 minutes late, believe me , she would !!!

so, it was half an hour since the class started ........ so , by right no one should come in late d........

then , suddenly, a janitor came to the door, open it and grab the dustbin which is near the door to empty it......

"Ohhor.....sudeh lewat !!! " shouted some of the gang at the back.......hahhahahaha

Idea
an idea i just got while brushing my teeth......since during Valentine, there would be people chasing the couples around and make them go back and thus spoiling the date ....

i am thinking , why dun the couples have dates chasing the RM people ?
i mean just follow them when they are chasing those in front of them without noticing the one at their back.....
practically speaking, if they have scanned the car park ..... means that the car park is safe for dating d la .....

Perfect Office

perfect office !!!

but the problem is an unproductive lazy worm ..... need to improve on that i think ...

Junk Food

This little junk showed above is something i ate a lot when i was small.....

now it is available in V5 mini mart , RM 1 get 10 !!!

Surprising enough, my housemates also like to eat this junk !!! Thought only chinese kids know this junk.....

New Crew on board !!!!

2009-03-14T14:44:00.000-07:00

Oh Man !

Out of blue , fortune fall from sky !

Now , we have a new crew on board !!! Aye aye captain !

HMS Bull Crusher is sailing to FYP island !!!

Thank you , uncle !

Hehehehehehehe

Patience has a limit !

2009-03-11T12:09:00.000-07:00

Patience has a limit ! So does mine !

Bye bye UTP suckish LAN or Wi-Fi !

ITMS, you owe me 380++ !

Survey Time !!!

2009-03-10T14:23:00.000-07:00

Hello to all,

If you are an UTPian, handsome/pretty, hot, smart, attractive, good looking, tall, loaded, 4 flatter (which suit most of my frens who come back from intern, cheh ~), kind heart, generous, cute, irresistible, well-rounded, innovative, creative, good management skill, good soft skill, good in socializing, have good future, in good health, happy, high, bengong, carefree, no tension, no pressure, good joker, funny, humorous, gentleman, lady ...... and etc. .

Please take the survey below.

"Your Opinion About Social Commerce In UTP"

Thank you.

Your help is greatly appreciated.

2009-03-02T09:12:00.000-08:00

today i saw dody's status:

today got indonesian final yr student at nanyang tech univ spore stabbed a professor (his fyp supervisor), then he committed suicide. this is to show that lecturers sometimes need to have heart oso for students. students oso can be very tension, and students are still human. sv demand too much for fyp, but internet too slow. ppl need entertainment, but some parties bising2 bout excessive entertainment

so, i chatted with dody,

kian: i think i need a knife like Rambo

the big mountain type knife

i got the whole ITMS dept to slaughter

dody.ismoyo: i wish u goodluck for that

kian: luck has nothing to do with this

dody.ismoyo: need to have dat thing first, then only the itms people realize how bad they have treated utp students

kian: i need fire power

dody.ismoyo: and they still lepak2 like nth happens wan

kian: that's y i need fire power

the big auto machine gun

mounted in jeep

i chase them down when they lepak

dody.ismoyo: good

i support u

p/s: above conversation is a pure creation of innovative minded UTP well-rounded students with no intention to harm any party's feeling. but if you do feel offended, please accept my sincere apology for telling the truth.

Snails Origial

2009-02-21T19:38:00.000-08:00

the internet speed is bad in here....
the LAN is totally cannot be used...
i wonder why...is it because of too many people playing LAN game? i wonder...
so they come up with WI FI...
the wi fi is a bit faster ....
especially from mid night to morning...it's the best ...
then, i wonder why our rector asks us not to stay up late and go to sleep early...
so, i wonder how are we gonna achieve that while completing the assignment ?
for us, the ITIS people, internet is like everything to us...
no internet = no productive..
so, maybe he should ask lecturers not to give work...
why dun we ask ITMS to fix it instead?
haha, in ur dream la...
then come the problem of no wi fi during weekends...
weekends no wi fi but a suckish LAN...do what wor?
then again, rector asked us not to go ipoh often ...
weekend dun go ipoh, dun have internet...so go sport whole day?
then comes the idea of having fast internet connection in library...
but then, it is far away ... with a lot of restrictions....no bag in library...
so how? u can see a lot of people carrying they stuffs, laptop, papers, books, wires, hard disk with their bare hands....
like uncivilized, retarded people who dunno something called ' bag' ...
that is what they make us turning into....
the only thing that is always available is LAN game, Gtalk and God knows why, this blog ....
i can always access this blog one ....i dunno why....
even i cannot access my mail....

UTP internet is branded .....TMnet? Streamyx ?
NO NO.....

Snails Original

Valentine

2009-02-11T22:54:00.000-08:00

i have been hearing people say V day, V day....

then i wonder what is the V stands for.....

V for Vendetta?

So, obviously, V is for Valentine la ...stupid !

for those with another halve, happy valentine !

for those who are still only halve, u are entitle to get an LV ....

Bag?

Noooo! Not Louis Vuitton....Lonely Valentine la....

For those who are outside of UTP, having internship, spend more RM to make the V memorable...

for those who are inside UTP, RM will make ur V memorable ....

what RM? hohoho, u think think la, people who dun know dun pm me , i whack u !

This is how the story goes ...

2009-02-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

As we all can remember, FEI was once a remarkable party which has such an important place in the heart of the people.
Since the resignation of FEI President in June last year, the party is getting more and more disorganized.
The sad part would be the retirement of our dear leader, the FEI president.
The good news is Banana Republic is still up and running !!!
So, Ah Chan, "Where is my royalty fee?"

Since the retirement, FEI president has been around the world travelling.

To some place windy, hence the verb "Makan Angin"......

Buy some souvenirs......

Learning French......

Watching Chicks and getting steamed......

Being himself and......

Being...you know...as the picture implies...

While enjoying cheese......

The sad part is being forced by a bunch of "Good Citizens" who stand behind the yellow line at LRT station...and posed for something unimaginable low......

Hope that you like Ipoh beansprout and chicken......

Matric card and graduation

2009-02-02T00:39:00.000-08:00

today i observed something....freshmen in UTP, their metric cards are very colorful, like new and fresh...

people who have not gone for internship , theirs are a little bit faded ....

those who are undergoing internship, god knows how theirs look like....

for those who have come back from internship like mine, is fading away severely ....

for those who have graduated, theirs are faded totally like a yellowish blank paper.

in conclusion, the nearer u get to graduation, the paler ur metric card looks.

so , if u r not sure when are u graduating ... please look at ur metric card ...

last but not least , i would like to take this chance and yell

"UTP's Internet Is S.U.C.K."

thank you

Updates

2009-01-15T22:27:00.000-08:00

I discovered that i have been abandoning my readers for a long time (do i even got readers?)

nvm....the key point is, last saturday i went back to ipoh....

with heavy heart , i waved bye bye to penang, the place i have spent 8 months in.......

how to say that leh.....spending time on an island is something funny......u will feel tergoyang-goyang all the time ......hahahhaa

then, back into my warm home.......rest on sat night.....start final reporting on sun....
......mon.....tues......wed......thurs......finally finished .......

and, i would like to take this chance to express my apology to Dody.......sorry i din make it to go genting like planned.....i overestimated my ability to complete the final report in short time......haih....i also wanna go so desperately one.......

now .... waiting for signature.....bind the damn report......pack things ...... go back to jungle......

happy chinese new year.....

Last Battle of 2008

2008-12-31T22:20:00.000-08:00

The last day of 2008 is memorable as it is only once.

31st December 2008 is gone and would not come back.

So?

Must make it memorable!!!

Of coz! Ngaidi !!!

How?

The answer is

TAO

(a buffet style restaurant, pay 50++, eat all u can, mostly japanese cuisine )

It all started from the last victorious battle in Pandington Pancake House.

Yup! Yup!

You have guessed correctly!!!

It starts with the question....

"What to eat?"

Kian:"Tao?"

One score for Musketeer Kian!!!

So, here we are !

After one long waited week!

Luckily I made the reservation one week earlier, my housemate din make any.

So, he jiak ga gi (makan sendiri)

hohoho!

We were so hebat until sapu all the food before even taken any pic at first round...

So , second round, we capture some before we sapu, as shown above...

First row, from left,

Gyu Yaki Niku 风炒酱爆牛

Salmon Papaya 木瓜熏鲑鱼卷

Motoyaki Scallop 辛酱烤扇贝

Second row,

Nanban Zuke 南蛮渍

The beef is nice, very soft yet chewy...taste like 'Kong Poh' with pedas sikit

The salmon Papaya is the Best Dish of the night, the salmon is thin like paper, wrapping the fresh papaya, walau ! Refreshing !!!

Scallop, needless to say la...just a bit too much flavouring until ter-cover the freshness of scallop...

Dun ask me what is that Nanban Zuke. I also dunno

the funny part is, i asked the waiter

"What is this?"

"Fish"

I faint terus, of coz if not meat then fish la, the question is what fish!

memang kelakar the waiter, so FEI,

like someone, neh, someone leh

Me + Salmon Papaya + X Fish

why call it X Fish?

coz i dunno what it called! so Simple!

it is something that looks like this

well, this pic is not mine, i borrow from some other blog

why?

coz the one i took looks like ikan billis goreng...hohoho

photography skill is not good, cui meh?

Ai Ting's second runner up,

Taiwanese Prawn Mentis 台客椒盐虾蛄

Ebiko 鱼卵

the first order of Ebiko came, ter-sapu by Josh and Aiting

i ordered again lo....

waited..waited..and waited...

so long only it came....pelik...

Shasimi Moriawase 综合刺身

Not shown in the pic, there is a small bunch of 'snail meat'

'snail meat'?

i also dunno what is it

Josh said its 'snail meat'

his favourite...

Grilled Lamb Shoulder 日式碳烤羊排

this one is classic...classic roasted meat

meat and fat is ngam ngam

smell hangus

taste hangus

hangus is not good ?

no no, this one is ngam ngam hangus , taste so nice!!!

See? I have to serve them too!!!

what to do?

some said it looks like

"What? Dun u even think about it! The Lamb Shoulder is all mine!"

What is this face for?

i have no idea

looks like he is exhausted...

Chawan Mushi 茶碗蒸

the lovely Chanwan Mushi

in brief, it is steamed egg in a cup

how nice is it?

i also dunno, coz it came lastly while i was full until beh tahan liao

i din have a chance to taste it properly

"It's me, my fault, Chawan Mushi, we met at the wrong time!"

p/s: some pic is not mine...coz we come to eat not take photo, hohoho

"Why reinvent the wheel?"

credit goes to vKeong.com

p p /s : we sapu a lot, real a lot, what i show here is what i can remember...

ppp/s : the key strategy is "dun know? dun ask! dun think ! just order"

pppp/s: might consider another strategy if u dun bring Joshua along coz u might risk kena penalty for not finishing up the food

ppppp/s: some said bring JJ also can have the same effect but i think Melvin will do us proud also

hitting flies

2008-12-24T02:36:00.000-08:00

i ever heard a fren of mine said that a fren of hers said that ......

"wah! i spent years for hitting flies then only i get to marry my wife!!!"

hitting flies.....means a guy, probably guy, but sometimes gals will do so also.....chase away his or her competitors in love competition....simply means that they beat their competitors in chasing their dream gal or guy.....

there is not such thing as perfect gal or perfect guy , just perfect couple for each other.

so, dun chase after too attractive gal, hitting flies can be tiring .....

i hate hitting flies......and i dun attract flies.....coz i got bath everyday.....

letter to santa

2008-12-19T21:47:00.000-08:00

Dear Santa,

i am writing this letter to u to ask for present

for 21 years i din believe in u, guess maybe i was told that u dun exist when i was small

now that i have understand the cruelty of life, i would like to believe in your existence.

for 21 years i din asked anything from u, can i ask for 21 presents at once? can i?

ready or not? here i come !

1. RM 3500 pocket money monthly ( annual increment is 15%)
2. A banglo in Langkawi (fully furnitured)
3. A mini copper
4. 24 / 7 free time with nothing bothers me
5. Good health
6. Attractive smile
7. good IQ
8. good EQ
9. Good body shape
10. a successful career
11. good relationship with friends and family
12. travel around the world in my whole life time
13. good eye sight
14. do something grand and earn good reputation and fame
15. peace to the whole world
16. again a lot a lot of money in saving account, i mean real a lot (though money cant buy happiness, i just wanna see what it can buy)
17. make me into a hot guy and not a nerd .... i dunno what u can do, Queer Eyes for the Straight Guy? i dun care, i wanna see result
18. economy become good again
19. a private jet
20. a garden full of trees , a lot and real big
21. at last, a gal of coz ( to share the above with me, if not meaningless lo, and also the pocket money increase to RM 7000, 2 person mah)

Mr. Santa, i will be a good boy and behave well if u bring me the above presents......or else, u dun come and see me......of coz i will still prepare cookies and milk for u..........made in China one.......

Thank you and hope to see u soon

The 3 Musketeers of Delicacies

2008-12-18T07:13:00.000-08:00

It all starts with the most headache question

"What to eat?"

2 guys and a gal, "The 3 Musketeers of Delicacies"

who sworn to hunt down any delicacies which tempts human in falling to the darkness realm of obesity

who sworn to discover and defend the greatest taste of food

the taste that bring heavenly joy to human beings

the taste that makes your tongue dances in happiness and excitement

the taste that pull every single drop of adrenaline to your tongue just to fully utilize every single stimulation that the master piece bring to your tongue

1 mission

1 city

1 month

1 question

"What to eat?"

and the award goes to......

Ta' Da~!

Paddington House of Pancakes

Musketeer Kian's order,

'Double Gourmet Sausage'

2 Delightful non-sweet yet not too salty, taste ngam-ngam pancakes

with

2 pieces of perfectly spiced beef slices

1 crunchy-crispy hash brown

some fresh vege

served with lovely black pepper sauce.....

yummy!....

eh!!! wait. i left something behind...

The Ultimate Cheesy Sausage Twins

Fulamak!!!

U wont believe what kinda magic it does to your tongue until u taste it yourself

The inner part of the sausage....how should i put this...?

got structure, U Know?!

structure that makes room for the cheese , a lot a lot of them

embedded inside the sausage

resting, and just waiting for the right moment when u lay ur teeth on it

Kabooooom!!!!

Cheese exploded in your mouth !!!

they swim and zip zap around your teeth, leaving behind a memorable trace of fragrance

before u finally swallow them into ur stomach and integrate the happiness they bring to your body !!!

just a split of second, u lost yourself.....cheese? kian? cheese ? kian? no no , cheese with kian ? kian with cheese?

i am a piece of cheese !

yes , i am!

Musketeer Ai Ting's order- ' I forgot the name d'

For more details, i think shud visit her site , click here

the pancake has more potato than pancake!!!

some Sour people will definitely love it !

Musketeer Josh' happy face

"Perfect !!! "

Musketeer Kian's happily clapping his hands after the first bite of the bursting , bursting , bursting , and .........................

..................

wait for it...............

.............

BURSTING !!!

Cheesy Sausage Twin!!!

twin u know?!

double the happiness !!!

So must clap hands la of coz,

Ngaidi !

Pancake War Aftermath....

looks familiar?

remember the slogan in 3 Musketeers?

"One for all and all for one! "

then cling the forks and knifes....

Dun break rules, unless ....

2008-12-13T23:26:00.000-08:00

Rules.....something that constraint people's behaviors

.....something that restrict the society in behaving in a certain pattern....

.....to ensure the greater good for the majority......

Why do we need rules?

to ensure others dun do what u dun like ? in return , u have to ensure that u dun do what they dun like.

that makes an equal....and fair commitment among people who live together in a society....

if the existance of rules is to ensure equality and fairness, can we do stuffs in another way round?

make it " to ensure other do what u dun like and in return, u have to ensure that u do what they dun like" .....can we?

the society would be in chaos then....

so , in short, what i think is that openly request everyone to break the rules is not workable because nobody wants a chaos society......

perhaps we can break the rules secretly on our own.....why? why do we need to break rules?

following rules is the way of sheep's ; and the one who dun adhere to rules is the shepherd;

following rules is the way of people; and the one who dun adhere to rules is the ruler;

does it make any sense?

Tired and bad mood

2008-12-12T03:20:00.000-08:00

Not in a very good mood now, not very smooth at work...after a bath, feel better...

My situation now can be described truly with this song by Andy Lau...really so true...

電話不停在吵　老闆不停在鬧

總逃不開工作表　做完了又來了

怎樣也不甩掉  回家感覺真好　別管世俗紛擾

把一整天的面罩　忙和累的大腦

都往熱水裡泡

讓每一顆細胞　忘掉煩惱  我的家就是我的城堡

每一磚一瓦　用愛創造

家裡人的微笑　是我的財寶

等回家才知道　自己真的重要  雙手能為家人而粗糙

啊多麼榮耀　那麼驕傲

你為我把飯燒　我為你打掃

啊回家的感覺　實在真的太好

for frenz who can read Mandarin....

gnitia is Here !!!

2008-12-08T07:28:00.000-08:00

Dear Boss,

I am writing this letter to apply an advance leave due to unforeseen event. As you have heard, the gnitia Net ... yes, by now, I believe that you are excited like anything and jump off your chair, it is true that gnitia Net is coming to Penang, it is going to launch in Penang by 9th of December 2008. This event will be historical and grand and it will start precisely when the first wave of 3G signal hit my modem. This event is high class and participants are by invitation and the best part is....you are not invited!

Thank you and look forward for your approval.

Eeo Ai Ting,

Senior Intern.

"It's Eeo's Territory!"

(the above letter is a creation for recreation, only the most ridiculous parts are real)

another "what am i thinking now?" crap

2008-12-06T21:36:00.000-08:00

yes, it is time for 'what am i thinking now?" craps again !!!

because i dun have anything particular to write about now...

now in cyber cafe lo....my internet in room is down....but i am so eager to work .... so mah come to cyber cafe to gather some info for reports and presentation.... ya btw my presentation is next thursday...hope Sani is in extreme good mode that day so that i can have bonus.....wakakaka....

normally, weekends i dun really feel like doing things one, but i think because i just went out for the whole day yesterday and had a really great time.....so i feel very refresh now and really feel the desire of achieving something .... so mah work lo......if not u will probably see me sleep dead until now or playing games ..... wasting life....

here wanna give some advice also....about working....work is not really my hobby , in fact i dun think anyone in this world has a hobby like that and if they do, their life is very kelian lo.....
but no choice , we must work....in order to survive and keep enjoying our life.....so here's the key....when work.......think of the great and relaxing time u had ..... some happy memories......then the best is to set someting ahead in schedule .....like gonna play something , hang out somewhere, buy urself something........think of the happy time u gonna have in near future (after u have work)

then it is really fun to work.....coz u know something happy is waiting at the corner......well it works for me la ...this method....

remember "play-->work-->play-->work-->play" ..... must play in order to work, must work in order to play....and also 3 plays and 2 works.....means play more than work.....then ur work is gonna be of high quality.......if u work work work and work, believe me, ur work is gonna be like a piece of sh*t ......

thank you, stay tune to Kian's "what am i thinking now?" craps next time !!!

who? i'm not gonna say who!

2008-12-06T06:00:00.000-08:00

This little guy above....

does look like someone....

its face..

facial expression...

motion....

posture....

personality....

gesture....

loyal to fren....."when fren needs u, u go! whether they ask u or not, u go!"

sense of humor...

really really really looks like someone.....

i'm not gonna say who....coz he will beat me up like anything......

guess la! Guess....I said Guess.......

btw, 'Bolt' was quite nice, humorous, meaningful and adventurous.....can watch, 10 thumbs up!

Thumbs Up !!!

2008-12-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

As a person who like to share good stuffs.....I have a 2 videos to recommend to you all, I can guarantee you a big laugh and an eyes wash.....

Here comes ......

Big Laugh

i seriously respect the song punye author, and singers too.....i seriously respect , i solute them.....1000 thumbs up!!!!

Here comes ....

Eyes Wash

this video punye actress is damn nice, so far i have been complaining that jay chou's MTV punye amoi all not nice one.....this one is different, ten thumbs up !!!

she is very like sad and so damn heart broken.....waiting for a person , and lost him in somewhere, waiting and lost ......so innocent.......nice nice, wash you eyes la bro !!! The song is nice also , very touching......

Happy Internship !

2008-12-05T02:24:00.000-08:00

Location: Season Restaurant

Event: VTSM Q4 teambuilding

Session: Lucky Draw Session

Prizes: chocolates (a lot with different types and flavor, nice nice quality one) + 2 small packs (3rd prize) + 1 small small pack (1st prize)+ 1 big big box (2nd prize)

"Now, here is the prize winner for chocolates...." said SP, the dept boss...as he pull his hand out of a small biscuit box with the lucky one's name in his small palm...one by one.....

"bla bla bla" ................"yeah!"

"bla bla bla"................ "yeah!"

"Now, the lucky 3rd prize owner?" said SP, dept boss......

"bla bla bla" ................."yeah!"

"and bla bla bla" ........."yeah!"

"Now the lucky one ... who is the lucky one for ..... 2nd prize?"

"Eh?" said Kian, a humber internship trainee in his heart.....

"Why suddenly feel pelik-pelik one geh?" said Kian to himself as he felt his heart beated faster...adrenaline boost to his head....

"Yes, my dear...yes, it's you" said Kian's Lucky Goddess who has accompanied Kian for long long time.....

"Chuah Chong Kian" said SP....

"ooooo....who?" said the crowd ...

"What?" said Kian.....

"Oooo....him" said the crowd....

"Wakakakaka...."said Kian....

with that i get the wrapped up present with a very familiar shape.....a long box.....the biggest present of all.......big in size la.....

"wonder what is this?" said Kian, the humber intern + the crowd in the same table with Kian....

"open and see?" said a guy in Kian's , the humber intern's table.....

as Kian open slowly......his supervisor, a quite nice, cute lady who was responsible for preparing the prizes said, " oh, that one ar......a keyboard lai der...."

"oh man....no wonder so familiar la the shape" said Kian, the humble intern who face nothing but computer screen + keyboard+ mouse every single day, in home or in office......

"Then, what are those?" said the curious crowd....

"small packs are headphone, that one is keyboard lo, small small pack is harddisk....."

"Oooo...said the crowd..."

"oooo....keyboard....." said Kian, the humble intern....."Eh? x mungkin gua....Intel teambuilding give keyboard? Eh? wait....! Got wire or not first? "

Waaaahhhh~ Paaaaakkkkk

with all Kian's strength which can kill 9 bulls + 2 tigers, he tore his present wrap papers open.....

Logitech EX100 Cordless Keyboard + Mouse !!!!

"phew ~ ..." said Kian, the humble intern in relief ..... " at least din miss the chicken" (some proverb of Kian, the humble intern, which mean, din miss the good stuff....)

with the right tools, Kian, the humble intern, will carry on his journey to deliver his reports and presentations slides.....and of coz ....write more blog for You All la !

note: i just discovered that there is a guy in my department who is staying in the same appartment with me....haha, so coincident ......btw , he got headphone.....

Interns

2008-12-02T16:38:00.000-08:00

This week, the whole new batch of new hires and interns have come to Intel non-stop since Monday.....

Sk: "see...new interns wo....wah that gal not bad.....wah that one aiyeeerrr.....wah........fuiyooooo!"
kian:"blaaarrrddddyyy interns"

sk:"wah see that one, wear formal wo....haha.."
kian:"blaaaaarrrdddddyyyy interns"

sk:"wah, u see them no access wo, hahaha, so noob"
kian:"blaaaarrrrdddddyyyyy interns"

sk:"wah....see they all got no badge leh.....wah they do badge leh...."
kian:"blaaaarrrdddddyyyyyy interns"

sk:"wah.....u see them.....wakkkakakaka.....so funny......"
kian:"blaaaaarrrrrddddyyyyy interns"

people:"wei, u r also interns la......"

kian:"No No No, 8 fxxxing long months made me a S.E.N.I.O.R interns !!! "

I din cheat ar....i very honest one....

2008-11-30T19:30:00.000-08:00

edrea:" ur list of 20 names so ngam one, u cheat ar ?"

joshua: " ur list of 20 names so ngam one, u..............?"

kian: " i din cheat ar ...... i purposely waited few days after being tagged so that i can forget the questions......i very honest one ."

very hard to belive nowadays still have honest people meh? Too bad~ Really too Biiiiaaaaaaddddd~

Waiting...

2008-11-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

Dun believe what others tell u...about Kian.....

say "Kian have good temper one." "he hates nothing one..." "he is Mr. Good Guy one..."

No no...i thought so too last time....

temper....i found out that my temper is getting worse and worse....it comes in explosion with no smell beforehand at all.....

then .....

Today i found what i hate the most in my life.....

I hate WAITING .......

Waiting means looking forward to see something perceived to be happened ... to happen....
well, the down side is , sometimes , something dun happen like what u perceived it should....
the feeling of waiting is torturing....u dun know when it is happening.....u dun know what to do while waiting, u dun know whether it is going to happen at all....and the worst is u dunno when to stop waiting.....

that's y i hate waiting the most.....

it makes u wonder about a lot of things, wondering is this the right place, am i at the right time, did i do anything wrong....should i be here and not there...should it be there and not here?

ur strong believe of something will fade away along the ticks of time.....eventually u will wish u have never waited in the first place....u will wish that u should have stopped waiting 5 minutes ago...

after that , u will start thinking about simply take whatever it has to offer though it is not the one u were waiting for in the first place.....

these kind of thoughts will start with a small voice in ur mind and repeat itself in a slow pace fashion....soon....it becomes louder in ur head and more frequent .....then it becomes yelling in ur head and u cant take it anymore.......then u make the wrong decision.......

i hate waiting ......

so, no more Mr Good Guy ya? Bye bye...

Title-less

2008-11-28T22:00:00.000-08:00

again, it's time to put some crap here....

now , it is raining....very cold ....
because it is very cold, so i will write stuffs about people i encountered in the past few days....

Joshua - "Ngai~Di" , a very new word i learned from Joshua..i also dunno exactly what it means, but nevermind , sounds very cool......and very useful.... --> the food comes late = "Ngai~Di" / the bus comes late = "Ngai~Di" / you dunno? = "Ngai~Di" very fun to meet Uncle Ling after 6 months , still the same old Joshua Ling....hahahaha, so sad he stayed quite far, if not mah can go mamak lo....

Dody - "Your blog always write about eat and play, write some serious issue like bombing in Mumbai, then i will comment on ur blog." aiya, "Why so serious?" - Joker

Ai Ting - "Wah , so near your place, i think throw stone also can reach! " nice nice, can mamak now, got kaki liao....

Ai Ting's Mum - very frenly, very social , really a great chatting kaki ( with Uncle Ling, both talk like old kawan...) thanks for the meal ya, Ai Ting's Mum! (OMG, i din introduce myself, and i din know her name also, where is my manners? )

Supervisor - "Next Monday Demo ar...." Ngai~Di

owner's roomate - "He is earning 20 K this month!" ( 'He' refers to the owner)

owner - "....." (Smile smile) " Lai Lai Lai , nim jiu (drink liquor)" the owner of the place i rent is an insurance agent, earn quite a lot la, that's why, yesterday so nice, buy ice cream belanja....haha.....btw, the ice cream is for the liquor one, quite fun......liquor is coffee flavour one + chocolate ice cream = taste like Coffee Bean punye coffee......nice nice.....thanks ya!

Tagging Frenzy~ !!!

2008-11-26T06:24:00.000-08:00

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.

1 kong seng kean
2 chin xi yi
3 shea teng
4 shiou ting
5 hor eng kai
6 kuat xia lee
7 melvi tan
8 chua zhan peng
9 edrea chua
10 ah chong
11 tan boon tat
12 jay chou
13 Fan Bing Bing
14 Nurul
15 Adlil
16 Ejat
17 Naim
18 Pak Lah
19 Mahatir
20 Altantuya

How did you meet 14? - cant really remember...course mate, since foundation kut....must be she shouted loudly and then i saw her....(please dun beat me up)

What would you do if you have never met 1? - my internship life would be damn fxxxing boring, he is really really a cool joker, much much more fei than me, my Kaki for serious fei cai, talking crap stuffs

What would you do if 3 and 12 dated? - wah...good good , i can have free music album....she mah damn happy lo? i wonder.....

Did you ever like 19? - i like him! he is a leader....at least under his leadership, malaysia survived 1997 economy crisis

Describe 4. - fierceful outside, cute cute inside...

Do you think 20 is attractive? - ermm...well, ya i think....at least to some other guys, sadly, attractiveness is her fatal factor

Tell me something about 7. - fuiyoo....Melvin Tan, talk about him, who dunno him ar??? really respect him la, he is the first hand information collector, what fxxx also he first.....very pioneer fren of mine.....he is really a think and do kinda people, really respect , bro!

Do you know any of 12's family? - i know he has a mom la, but she doesn't know me

What's 18's favourite? -his son-in-law? ex-wife? current wife? his deputy? his party? his senior? price inflation? no idea?

Who is 9 going out with? - dunno leh? some german ang mo? God bless her!

How old is 16 now? - 21? but he looks like 71 with IQ of 12 ..... (please dun beat me!)

When was the last time you talked to 13? - after i talked to Jay Chou about the new album, adviced Obama on his team members selection, tea time with leaders of OIC on the control of oil price flutuation and scolded George Bush on the economy crisis...

2's favourite band/singer? - Morning Musume ? singing ? no no not their singing....hehe.....u know la......

Would you date 5? - not in this life .... but he is a good man la.....it's all my fault....my fault! i am not gal mah, what to do?

Would you date 11? - come on la.......he is God leh.... 4 flatter ....but i cannot ... again...it is all my fault ! My Fault !!! i am not a gal mah, again....what to do?

Is 15 single? - hoho....dunno lo.....maybe lo....maybe not.....adlil adlil , naugthy ya?

What's 10's last name? - Last? u mean first? Chong ....

I tag U!!!!

melvin
tee hooi
kee hui
ai ting
pinky

Happy Tag Along! ~

Sexy Kian....Alamak

2008-11-26T05:20:00.000-08:00

I kena tagged d lo....what to do...
just stay tuned, okay?
just bear with me, okay?
though it costs u your selera.....

Snap or just shift through the photo gallery and pick 3 pics of
yours which u think are sexy.
Don't have to be revealing (though some said SEXY IS SKIN),
Explain why u think so,
Tag 3 friends (who you think is sexy)

I am sexy when I am in the class,
~~sleeping~~ listening to lecture.......then someone's hands were itchy lo, take my photo

I am sexy when in uniform....well....uniform , come on!
Uniform is seductive , dun u agree? =.=
at least give face to Kian Chiew lah....

well, Sexy is not Skin.....
I am sexy when i am skin.....
chui meh?

now...siapa kena?

I tag...

Sheateng

Shira

Ejat

Selamat Kena Tag!

out of inspiration

2008-11-21T01:52:00.000-08:00

currently out of inspiration, but still wanna post something, chui meh?

currently in bus station waiting for bus to go ipoh....

got wi fi , so mah use it to post something lo, chui meh? (chui meh = cannot kah? why not? [ in a very lan si expression]) (lan si = very sombong and inviting for a fight or cari gaduh)

nothing to show , just some nice picture to share lo, see ? nice or not? nice leh...hehe

omg, if i have a GF like this ..... wah ....wah....sure suffering....why? because she is very demanded...sure a lot of guys will go after her, i will not have peaceful life lo....if she has 'Princess Syndrome' , hoho, lagi worse lo....i will be her slave under spell forever.....lose myself ....... but of coz la, despite all that, she is damn damn pretty la....look at the smile , i feel my heart is melting, if she talks to me, my legs will go soften, my heart will melt and beat faster and faster like crazy, and my teeth will bite my tongue when i speak, my hands will like dunno where to put, my eyes will be fixed on hers, sweats will be pouring down from my head to toes...anyone hit me softly now , i will fall and keep rolling down the street...

kua cheong leh? - (kua cheong = overacted, too imaginative, and overly described)

haha....in a nut shell, look for girl who has kind heart aka 'Inner Beauty' because outer look will fade away along the time line but Inner beauty will stay and keep on increasing with time. well, in larger scale, not that to reject pretty gals, just that if u can control urself and avoid nervous system break down like described above, then mah can lo. cannot imagine that every time u talk with ur wife then u faint , haha, tak boleh mah.....

well, at least i think of something meaningful to post....

Congratulation for those who have finished finals.
Good Luck for those who is going internship.
Welcome back for those who is coming back to The Jungle.

Creepy~!

2008-11-19T16:04:00.000-08:00

This morning, specifically, just now....

I was done with all the stuffs and ready to go to work...

Out the door, lock the door....stand in front of lift....waiting ....waiting.....for lift

the number on top .....6.....5......4..... (Pak....Pak....Pak...~) eh? there was sound coming from inside the lift?!

.....3 ......Ding~! (the lift was here) i guessed there was someone inside the lift who was clapping his hands just now.....so i expect to see someone.....

the lift was opening slowly......slowly....

(the percentage indicates how much view i had of the interior of that lift)

10%.......nope no one......
20%.........nope still see no one.....
30%..........well, shud see someone any second now.....
40%............errr....where is that person?
50%.........alamak....where is that freaking person????!!!.....

60%.......Arrrrghhh~! NOoooo~ .......i dun wanna meet ghost.....

70%............Namo Amitabha......Namo Amitabha......Namo Amitabha......
80%...............!@#$%^&*!@@#$%^^&^%%
90%.......................................................................................................................................

Skinny old lady: " Wei, are u coming in or not?"
me: "Hu?"

Aftermath - Darn! It was an old lady....very skinny somemore.....standing at the side of the lift.....clapping her hands........Darn!

Perception

2008-11-18T08:25:00.000-08:00

Perception .... is something that blinds u from the reality....

if u afraid of cockroach, even it is not really scary, u just afraid of it....because ur perception tells u to ....

if u think something cannot be achieve .... then it cannot be achieved....

if u are afraid of something , u wont get any better in it....

just like if u afraid of water, u wont be a great swimmer... the perception is very important, because it prevents u from achieving something or helping u in another way, if u can use it wisely....

make good perception is the key to success....

i made one though.... in order to master a skill , we must not hesitate to play along with the subject.....hurt might be unbearable but skills are acquired along the way.....

Very Dulan sales person nowadays

2008-11-16T00:05:00.000-08:00

*Dulan means dislike, hate, feel not syok or dissatisfy

I was shopping for facial foam on Sunday morning....i have 2 candidates in my mind already actually, used for long time already also....

then come this very Dulan conversation with the sales aunty....

aunty: looking for something?
me: ya, facial foam...
aunty: how about try this new product .... very nice one....bla ...bla...bla...bla...
me: alright show me....(out of politeness)
aunty: here....very nice one, can wash face, shave, all in one...17.xx only, very cheap....

(the brand starts with U something, Follow Me one....i also never heard of or see before)
me: no thanks, i used another brand for long time already....
aunty: no like this one mah, used long time d, doesn't mean cannot change one mah...

#In monologue that i dun say becoz out of politeness

#"Try new stuff? u gimme free sample i mah try lo, u wan me buy 200g of that thing out of blue ? wan me to try new stuffs , gimme free la !

me: it's okay...
(i was looking for the Loreal for men one...then she put down her product and came back)

aunty: that one ar? not famous one
#hello? Loreal is not famous? are u in the industry or not?

aunty: that one made in thailand one....
#eh hello? Ur Follow Me made in where? Malaysia, specifically in Penang, i can see its factory from my room some more...it is not about where it is manufacture, it is about its quality and tech...Nike also manufactured in Indonesia and Thailand la, u mah also wanna buy instead of Bata la....

aunty:that one not many people use one....
#eh hello hello? Loreal is expensive mah...

aunty: u use so long d, the pores also so big, try new product la
#eh hello hello hello?! can u guaranttee me that after i used ur product, my pores become smaller? btw, aunty , u r selling men product, u used before meh? what is ur creditbility in promoting ur product so confidently? all in all, ur presentation skills is not good at all lo, degrade another product is not a way to promote ur product...judging customers with personal comment doesn't work at all except giving the customers bad impression....

me:......

one word......Dulan!

Some plan in mind

2008-11-14T06:57:00.001-08:00

Ever think of want to buy something second handed ... but dunno where to find it?

Ever think of want to sell something second handed ... but dunno where to find the buyer?

what do you think of a website for UTP students which let them advertise about what they want to sell and what they want to buy?

it is simply an advertisement site while the buyer and the seller find information about the products and meet somewhere in UTP to do the transaction?

Absolutely non-profit web site...

what do you think ? please comment .....

VTSM Teambuilding paintball PK tournament

2008-11-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

before war, take a photo, see?
leng lui on left , leng cai on right ....
hehehe....

like Counter Strike punye icon......

the whole department.....see the guy with a big gun in the middle?

big boss of dept ......

well, first of all, there is this team building thing every 3 to 4 months....this time happen to be paint ball lo, ...... i , SpongeBobSurePaint can show off again la.....hahaha....

well, my supervisor's team is the best.......very yeng some more the whole team, kill all with whole team survive......second round, dun remember.....but the last one hor, dahsyat.....! 0.0
the whole team died except one girl, skinny skinny some more......we all thought this time...colder that water lo....means no hope lo, mana tau she kill one , force another 2 to surrender , walau A....!!!!! so she is the best player of the whole thing and got a medal in the end......who is she? my project partner ...... we all din bully her since that day onwards.....just hope that she has mercy on us......

for me, mana what Sure Paint? very water skin ny (shui pei) .....means weak only.........kena shot once in shoulder ....... pain!!!

one remark is that BIG boss said , " why no one shoot me one? sienz "........of coz la, who wants to get no increase next time? xiao meh?! .......

got one manager even played until the gun broke.....sabar lah....sabar....

got two person lagi kelaka.....shoot until no bullet .... some more shoot each other ..shoot air only... in close distance...... the funny thing is ...... they both thought they kena bullet ........ some more the facial expression like very painfull......some more fall down!!!! wah......Oscar also win all by them lo......

Recruitment at Intel

2008-11-13T18:08:00.000-08:00

To: Any CIS (Computer Information Sciences) students from UTP who is looking for internship placement next year

Validation and Test Solutions Malaysia , Intel (my department) is looking for internship trainees to join the department.

Why? Coz my project is not done yet mah....then mah need people to continue lo......around 70% done la...

the project is about a web application to facilitates other software developers in sharing information for their daily work......using ASP.NET and C#........

the good side is that u can always refer to me for some guidance la....( i'm not so good though) but i'm afraid my codes are hard to understand ..... haha ..... some more got leng lui ..... many from other departments though.....

anyone interested? contact me....

what am i thinking now....honest

2008-11-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

sleepy....

music is good, can be so obsessed with a real good piece of art...for a very long time....still like it.....wont get bored

life is a dream.....just that people are afraid of waking up.....coz they dunno what's next.....im not afraid though....just let me finished exploring my dream......and a quick and painless death is all im asking for........though i cannot understand why people commit suicide....maybe they cant wait? cannnot deal with something? well nothing is too hard to deal with...nothing at all, time will pass, things get blur, things get changed.....just gone with the wind......enjoy the time u still have, death is sure , life span is variable......

sleepiness strikes again.....

travel is really nice and meaningful....cant bear the possibility that i leave this world without taking a good look at it .......

pee.....

lives are like strings....sometimes two or more strings come to a joint and collide, that is when u meet others, share their life, memory,moment....eventually , the strings go on , divert , to their own and respective ways.....meet with other strings ..... so wave bye bye to old friends, family, people and say hello to new ones.....well , family get tide together longer though.....

hatred is hard to keep in and hard to let go.....dun keep in easily coz it would be hard to let go later....

Malaysia politics suck! ......

Malaysian politician suck!.....

luckily Malaysian are not so suck.........the environment is wonderful....a nice place to live , work, reproduce ....really a nice place ...... well, without the politicians ........and parliment .......

talk about reproduction..... stay alone is not a really bad idea , while still young, might be different story when getting older....kinda scary to do every little thing in life alone.....even if getting spouse , dun get children.....well, this world got a lot of problems and wars because of many people , not much resources and everyone wants everything.....might be different story if u think of the idea that when u die , u die annonymous except ur children will remember u........

well , really sleepy ......

must sleep d......

my hair long d, cut them this weekend.....

Master Card

2008-11-11T21:55:00.000-08:00

Latte at 11pm - RM 2.00

Nasi Lemak as breakfast - RM 1.00

Livita to prevent sleepiness and it failed - RM 1.80

Sleep behind dozen of servers without getting caught by supervisor -

Priceless

~There are some things money can't buy. For everything else there's Mastercard~

Eyelid Weight Problem

2008-11-11T15:44:00.000-08:00

Subject: Post owner

Prerequisite - a few nights of sleeping disorders

Minor Reason-headache workloads during daytime

Major Reason-Nescafe Latte at 11pm

Trigger Event-Fall asleep from 6pm to 10pm

Triggered Effect-Unable to sleep again after 10pm

Action Taken- Several attempts to sleep again starting from 10pm to 1am (including slamming my head hard on pillow with goal to slam the subject out of consciousness)

Result- Failure

Hypothesis- Subject is unable to sleep again that night

Procedure taken after hypothesis is made:

switch on pc
play Dawn of War SoulStorm
Defeat the opponent at 6am
go to work after daily hygienic care

Post Experiment Result- Eyelid weight increase from 5.5 g to 38.9 kg.

Subject current location-office
Subject current status- in work
Subject real current status- blur blur and not working

Conclusion : The weight of human eyelid increase proportionate with Latte intake the night before.

Experiment calculated risk : Supervisor appearance

Stressed with work

2008-11-11T05:31:00.000-08:00

Internship is quite ... how to say leh?

busy? yes. Stressed? quite. Learn a lot? yup!

Well u see, i am doing web application (website? no no, website can be anything in web, web application include a lot of processing .... an application-like website)

using ASP.Net with C# ... ASP means Active Server Page... something by Microsoft.... dun ask me what isit...i also dunnoo...Just Do It-Nike.....

erm....my partner and i know nothing about ASP 6 months ago...well, now, hehe.....okay lah, at least get something to see...

ok ok, straight to the point, the sudden even is .... my partner's lecturer is coming to visit her from UM out of the blue.... so she stress out lo......coz the website is still in construction mah.....

she stress out...means the stress is out lo....out go to where leh? go to me lo....

i also was doing slowly one....then now have to do faster ......hope that before this thursday , can show the demo lo....

btw, either die this week or next.....coz sv wanna have to demo next week......

:(

ASP is okay, debugging is also okay( though the bugs will spawn to u when u wan them least, they attack while u think u r done with waht u suppose to do, and they are like a lot and in all direction, like u sit in a sinking sampan , with holes everywhere, dunno which to cover first....regression testing, now only i know why u are useful...)

combining the works of two people ? not okay at all..... coz u do like this , she do like that ...... she do like this , u do like that....not very consistent ......

after 2 days of search and destroy.....now seems not many bugs d......phew~......

Sien~

last but not least..... i kinda like a word from my recent post....so im gonna say it once more here, before i end my post......

WAAAH~PAAAAK!!!!

咪咪

2008-11-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

地点：Intel Cafe
时间：Lunch Time

甲：“喂！看，美女叻！”

（甲之眼睛牢牢地盯）

乙：“死好色鬼，色眯眯地看人家！”

甲：“咪咪？”

乙：“咪咪，对，没错”

甲：“咪咪？”

乙：“对对对！”

（注：‘咪咪’此词在台湾被广泛暗谕为女人之胸部）

（甲乙两人的言语引来同桌多人的兴趣）

丙：“咪咪叫的‘咪咪’？”

甲：“咪咪会叫么？”

乙：“一些一些喽。。。”

（甲乙二人暗笑，丙装不懂）

（丁为人几单纯一下的）

丁：“哦？你们有没有吃过咪咪？”

（注：‘咪咪’在马来西亚是一种零食的名字，相信很多人小时候都吃过）

（甲，乙，丙齐喷饭）

甲：“你吃过？”

丁：“吃过啊！”（脸不红，耳不赤）

（甲，乙，丙再喷饭）

丁：“对啊，一包包，小小的啊！”（天真无邪）

（甲，乙，丙喷喷喷饭）

丁：“没吃过？”

甲，乙，丙：“老板，加三个大饭。”

Cockroach

2008-11-10T03:49:00.000-08:00

This morning I wake up late...

While I was half awake half asleep (blur blur lah) ,

i saw a black-colored little spot Zic-Zac'ing through my floor , rushing its way to the door....

i ter-grab something (brochure i think?)...

WAAH~PAAK!!!

....................................................................

Ta'da ~

of coz i missed la...

nvm...catch the bus first...catch the bug later...

after work.....

went Giant....hmmpphh.....

ShieldTox better lah or RidSec better leh? hmmppphh....this one cheaper wor......hmmmppp.....dunno quality how leh???.......

(-_-) :"Why think about quality leh? i'm not the one who's gonna taste it what? "

(-__-) : "The croach also wont come back and complain the quality no good lah..."

++ no croach is harmed in the creation of this post ... i'm gonna spray to chase them away ny++
++ hope they dun drink it out of thirst ... Namo Amitabha ++

Introduction

2008-11-09T18:26:00.000-08:00

"To be or not to be?"-Shakespeare?

I had been wondering whether to have a blog for myself or not...

Coz M a bit lazy to keep it updated u know?

Given the silent ending of a previous FEI blog and FEI forum...i rather not raise another event to take care of.....i am really lazy one u know?

Well, because...i guess i want something that is for myself...

I am not "fei" always as most dunno...ya, not so "fei" d ...

so, having an own blog for myself can at least balance off my emotion while not injecting too much personal information into some sites share by many...

Well, here it is !

a new place for u to know what Kian is thinking and doing right now!

Welcome, welcome ~