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i wake up early today....and go to the morning market (pasar or pasar pagi) with my parents.....
me:"I think within 10 years, pasar will be extincted ..."
dad:"no la....won't la..."
me:"young people also dunno how to buy things in pasar one...they shop in Tesco only"
dad:"they are not married yet mah....after they married....they will come here and buy stuffs one"
me:"look around....no young people also....all old people"
dad:"......."
me: (monologue) "all i see is old people selling to old people.....young people dun buy from pasar anymore and so do the children of those vendors, they also dun sell in pasar anymore....Tesco......Screw U !!! "

Tesco is killing local pasar slowly....but i like its cheap price....what to do? .......but what will happen if it monopolizes the grocery market in Malaysia? it wont be cheap anymore i think......

today went yum cha again....beside that old buddy of mine , added in another girl primary school fren....wah....become pretty d wor......(plz....hope she dun get excited.....).....some more the most stunning thing is, she plays Left For Dead (kinda popular LAN game in CC nowadays) !!! she even knows how to create the game and help us to connect tim !!! So cool !!!

well...old fren meet.....dunno what to talk.....but as time goes by.....i throw in some cold jokes (as always.....what i do best) and i discovered something......i am kinda nerdy... (i must admit) kinda like chat well in IM but blank when wanna chat face to face (i think i got OMABT disease - Open Mouth And Bite Tongue disease) ......haih..........need to improve that.....

daily routine nowadays......walk here walk there aimlessly in shopping mall (until i know every single corner of many shopping malls.....), swimming (but very lazy to do so....).......

my fyp?


haih........i think i have accidentally packed it and throw it to the world's end !!!

miserable can be so enjoyable...
have been long time din update my blog...
recently it has been very hot until hell can be the second hottest place on earth...
it is this kind of midnight with cooler wind blowing makes me wanna update this blog ....

today kinda satisfied due to the sense of achievement i got from fixing an mp3....some file system error that makes that junk broken.....so i downloaded a new firmware for it....just like that...it is fixed .....
well, i realized that almost everything techy we can learn them from internet, it is not hard, u just need to know how to make fren with google and understand english....that's all....so simple !

thinking through these past few days, what i have done....what i have seen....what i have observed ... and what i have read from others' blog....i realized something huge......
it is very horrible when u wake up one day and find out that u r 40 something....and something hit ur head hard like a thunder......"What have I done in my past 40 years?"
it is very regrettable to come to conclusion that u have not lived a good life when u r old...
it is very pathetic to realize that the world is still rotating without u .....
it is so miserable to find out that u have been left out.....
it is so horrifying to find out that u doesn't matter at all.....
scary.......stunning .......!!!!

i observed this from the blog, facebook and gtalk.....bcoz everyday so many people post something in their blog, shout something in facebook.....put something in gtalk status.......so many acts, so many things.....why?
correct me if i'm wrong...."To get somet attention."
why?
bcoz it is horrifying to live without attention .... so scary.....

well....dun get me wrong.....i make this post is also out of getting attention......what to do ......

sometimes i wonder how does it feel to be 'nothing' .... i mean real 'nothing' .......not even thin air.....not even a rock or a tree....just 'nothing' .......how does it feel? very hard to imagine......coz whenever i think of being 'nothing' ..... it is always 'something' ........ coz thinking by nature is not out of 'nothing', it must be thinking out of 'something' ....... (if u dun understand this paragraph, just take it as some 'bullshitting', dun murder ur brain cells to leverage u to my level, ur brain cells are innocent)

miserable ..........pathetic........boring.........alone.........some keywords i need to delete from my life.......

btw, eason chan punye new album is not bad......recommend u this 2 songs 七百年后 & 于心有愧.....

well, now i am in a semester break for around 1 month something....the first long break after a whole year.....cant believe that since 2nd of june last year which i rushed to penang for internship, i have not break for more than 1 month until now.....

so? what to do during this break leh? it has been 2 days consecutively i woke up early in the morning, good sign though, my life is finally back on track.....

so? what to do?

go KL find frenz?
dig out ipoh old frenz to yum cha?
do fyp2?
travel with family?
sleep and laze around....

dunno...........what to do?
what to do?
what to do?

very sien now, got paper tomorrow, and as always, no mood to study (since when u see me got mood to study one?) so mah blog again lo....

come across a korean drama....'Boys over flower', the korean version of F4 ...

i have watched taiwan version F4, japanese F4, now korean also got their own version....come on, gimme a break!!!

btw, plan to watch it after final though.....what to do....the heroin is cute mah....



gaining more and more fat....dinner eat kau kau, supper some more one quater pounder ......can fat until die liao.....