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Dun believe what others tell u...about Kian.....

say "Kian have good temper one." "he hates nothing one..." "he is Mr. Good Guy one..."

No no...i thought so too last time....

temper....i found out that my temper is getting worse and worse....it comes in explosion with no smell beforehand at all.....

then .....

Today i found what i hate the most in my life.....

I hate WAITING .......

Waiting means looking forward to see something perceived to be happened ... to happen....
well, the down side is , sometimes , something dun happen like what u perceived it should....
the feeling of waiting is torturing....u dun know when it is happening.....u dun know what to do while waiting, u dun know whether it is going to happen at all....and the worst is u dunno when to stop waiting.....

that's y i hate waiting the most.....

it makes u wonder about a lot of things, wondering is this the right place, am i at the right time, did i do anything wrong....should i be here and not there...should it be there and not here?

ur strong believe of something will fade away along the ticks of time.....eventually u will wish u have never waited in the first place....u will wish that u should have stopped waiting 5 minutes ago...

after that , u will start thinking about simply take whatever it has to offer though it is not the one u were waiting for in the first place.....

these kind of thoughts will start with a small voice in ur mind and repeat itself in a slow pace fashion....soon....it becomes louder in ur head and more frequent .....then it becomes yelling in ur head and u cant take it anymore.......then u make the wrong decision.......

i hate waiting ......

so, no more Mr Good Guy ya? Bye bye...