Miserable
miserable can be so enjoyable...
have been long time din update my blog...
recently it has been very hot until hell can be the second hottest place on earth...
it is this kind of midnight with cooler wind blowing makes me wanna update this blog ....
today kinda satisfied due to the sense of achievement i got from fixing an mp3....some file system error that makes that junk broken.....so i downloaded a new firmware for it....just like that...it is fixed .....
well, i realized that almost everything techy we can learn them from internet, it is not hard, u just need to know how to make fren with google and understand english....that's all....so simple !
thinking through these past few days, what i have done....what i have seen....what i have observed ... and what i have read from others' blog....i realized something huge......
it is very horrible when u wake up one day and find out that u r 40 something....and something hit ur head hard like a thunder......"What have I done in my past 40 years?"
it is very regrettable to come to conclusion that u have not lived a good life when u r old...
it is very pathetic to realize that the world is still rotating without u .....
it is so miserable to find out that u have been left out.....
it is so horrifying to find out that u doesn't matter at all.....
scary.......stunning .......!!!!
i observed this from the blog, facebook and gtalk.....bcoz everyday so many people post something in their blog, shout something in facebook.....put something in gtalk status.......so many acts, so many things.....why?
correct me if i'm wrong...."To get somet attention."
why?
bcoz it is horrifying to live without attention .... so scary.....
well....dun get me wrong.....i make this post is also out of getting attention......what to do ......
sometimes i wonder how does it feel to be 'nothing' .... i mean real 'nothing' .......not even thin air.....not even a rock or a tree....just 'nothing' .......how does it feel? very hard to imagine......coz whenever i think of being 'nothing' ..... it is always 'something' ........ coz thinking by nature is not out of 'nothing', it must be thinking out of 'something' ....... (if u dun understand this paragraph, just take it as some 'bullshitting', dun murder ur brain cells to leverage u to my level, ur brain cells are innocent)
miserable ..........pathetic........boring.........alone.........some keywords i need to delete from my life.......
btw, eason chan punye new album is not bad......recommend u this 2 songs 七百年后 & 于心有愧.....
2 comments:
I guess in life, some of us just want to be recognized, even for the slightest actions we made. Well, no one can be nothing, most of us are made to be something..:)
that's why u should start to think about it since now... time won't wait 4u.. whatever u wanna do, start to plan and do it now, so that u won't be nth and u dun need to bang ur head thinking what u have done for the pass 20 years..
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