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some feelings are complicated....becoz u dunno how u feel....

it's simple to tell if u r happy or sad or disappointed or embarrassed or proud or feeling not confident or jealous or anger or hate or miserable or pathetic or bored or what so ever.....

but wat if u r happy and sad and disappointed and embarrassed and proud and feeling not confident and jealous and anger and hate and miserable and pathetic and bored and what so ever?

all 'campur' together u get a simple term = emo

a very Complicated kinda Emo......

sometimes, emo can be cured by telling ur frenz about the root of ur emo......if u can identify it.....
sometimes, even if u can identify it, u cant tell ur frenz, becoz some problem cant be solved by telling others....
sometimes, it can be worse if u tell that problem to others....
sometimes, even u can solve a problem by telling ur frenz...u cant also.....becoz sadly to say, in real, we dun have real fren.....
sometimes , even if u have real fren, u dun have real problem....coz it's all ur imagination
sometimes, even if u have real fren and real problem.....it's not their problem, they cant help u .......
sometimes, even if they can help u ......they help u to make it worse........
coz problems are 'human-specific' ..... different medicine for different people with different illness....

whining and complaining cant help to solve my problem......but i'm still doing it.....that's one of my problems......
the worst.....perhaps.....i dun have any problem.....it's all my imaginations.....which stemmed from my hard wroking brain which never stops thinking....thinking ....and thinking......intentionally or unintentionally......
how nice if i can programme my brain.......

if(thinking == too much)
{
sleep.execute();
}
else if (thinking >= too much)
{
do
{
bang.execute(head, wall); // function to bang the first parameter towards the second parameter
bang.impact++;
} while (thinking >= too much);
}

if u dun understand the codes above......u can come consult me......consultation fees are negotiable......